Chapter Eleven: Don’t Drown

You ever have that feeling when everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, feels overwhelming? You start to hate your job. Everything relationship is in shambles. You feel yourself outgrowing the life you’ve built but don’t know how to make a change.

We’ve all been there. You just gotta keep swimming. 

I haven’t really slept in two weeks. I toss and turn. I stay up super late. I wake up feeling like Lady Death. I feel like I’m not reaching my full potential at work. And don’t even get me started on relationships. There are people who believe that your dreams and the way you sleep are reflections of how you feel about life and how it’s happening. I’m one of those people. So it all makes sense. 

The other night, in the midst of tossing and turning and going in and out of sleep, I had one single moment of clarity. In that moment of clarity I head a voice, Thee Voice, saying, “Don’t drown.”

I’m a literal and figurative person and like to make the two correlate when possible. So when I woke up the next morning I responded, “But I can’t even swim in real life. How am I suppose to stay afloat in this?”

Trust. 

We have to trust that by making a decision to do or not do something, we are putting ourselves one step closer to our goals. It’s not to say that your decision will always be right. But just by making one, imagine chess pieces moving on a board. Some decisions will be easier than others. 

So trust. Trust that God, Allah, the Universe, has your front and your back. 

You got this!

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